Mornings are still the hardest for me. I think because this was our time. We would wake up together and talk about the coming day and if it was a day i didn't have to work Steve would be so happy. He loved it when i could just stay home with him and then would let him cheat and sleep in. I remember he used to tell me almost every morning to tell the caregivers to let him sleep until 11 am. So to baby him that's what i would do. Debbie and Janie used to play along with that and let Steve think i was bossing them around. I thank them for that because iot made him feel like he still had control over his life. God i miss him so much.